Dreaming Amber, I didn't understand why she was laughing. Because you thought she was dead and came back? Did she mean she wasn't really dead? Or that she didn't really come back?

I think it may be sort of a conflicted wish-fulfillment type thing. On the one hand, you miss her and want her back. On the other hand, part of you might think that her death may have been for the best.

When I dream about dead people, even people that I cared for very much, I'm never happy to see them. It always bothers me to see them alive, when I know they're supposed to be dead. It feels as though something isn't right. Perhaps it's just a lucid dreaming thing.