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Often times I dream something. Nothing in particular, just something and I forget it immediately. Then, somehow, even years down the line, in a specific cirumstance I know, for a fact, that I had previously dreamt it. Like, deja-vu or something. The thing that bothers me the most is that I would somehow recall names from dreams of people I hadn't met yet.
Now that particularly bothers me, my mind seems to play tricks on me although I am perfectly sane.
When I was young I was very afraid of mirrors, and I couldn't look into them which presented a problem at my house as the washrooms were heavily mirrored. The reason for this was I was afraid the reflection wouldn't be me, but someone else who I didn't know.
I have also seen things and felt things that were not there. Once I chased my younger sister down the hallway where she went into her room. But, she wasn't there, she was in the kitchen sitting with my mother cutting cupons. The hall didn't even branch in that direction, nor had my (very young at that time) sister moved from her seat under my mother's supervision. (I had, in my confusion, asked her if my sister had been running aroung).
Once a person was in my room with me, and touched my arm, then was gone. I felt it, and their presence.
I often see things like a green spot with a turning root inside of it, that I can actually focus on. (it looks like it is underwater and has bubbles around it) or waves of red or blue spots, flowing everywhere, then tapering away.
I don't think I'm insane but rather that in a dream like state your mind can do anything to do that your mind is capable of experiencing, be it seight, or emotion, or thought as in a dream.
Is that accurate?
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