Let's see, about the mirror explanations. I have always looked exactally the same, well, just older or taller and whatnot. I don't have a weight problem, nor had I ever. I think I may just have had a bad experience with a mirror or something. I distantly remember something strange, like.... I think I was sleepwalking, which I have only one twice in my life. I kinda came to, I guess, in front of a mirror, hard to recall exactally.

About the seeing things, I guess it's probably more a blood vessel thing I suppose. When I was young I used to get migranes, now I don't, and I don't see things like that nearly as often. So that makes sence.

Chasing my sister, yes, that was when I was pretty young, so, that's good.

A final note, that nightmare I had with the clock and the children running around. The thing that is sort of strange is that I had a very peaceful undesturbed childhood. The first time someone in my family died was when I was in my early teens . Hmm, except maybe my great grandparents, but that was after I had the dream anyway and I barely remember what happend when they passed away anyway. They didn't speak english very well so I never really talked with them or spent time with them. See, I would have quickly associated a dream like that with someone dying because the person in the end "whom I had associated with the voice" seemed like someone had died, that was the mood, I can say that now, but at the time when I had the dream I didn't understand the sadness at all because I had never felt it before.

Another thing, I had never been punished like I was in the dream at the end. "The silent treatment" my parents weren't all new age and they would punish me by sending me to my room. They'd never ignore me if I was being bad or something like that. At the time it was a very foreign feeling...

Um, in addition to that I have never had a parent change, or sibling die, or even move out. I'm the oldest child. I've never had low self-esteem, always very talkative.

Thanks for your replies.