Hi,

I had 2 dreams which I didn't really like. I hope you can tell me what they mean.

1:

It was Christmas time. I was in a house together with my father, his new wife and my sister. It was snowing outside, and everything was white. I was younger in this dream than I am now. I think I was 7-8 in my dream. My father was making me cry at the table, as we were eating. (In reality he also made me cry a lot. He would say a lot of mean things for hours until I started crying). Everybody was laughing at me and I felt really alone. I believe they were joking about forgetting about my presents again (another reflection of reality; my father often forgot my birhtday). Next to the house I was in, there was my grandmothers house. I ran away from the table, (crying), and I ran to my grandmothers house. On my naked feet I believe. I rang the door, and she opened. She was very emotional seeing me again and I was emotional too. I suddenly saw me and my grandmother from a corner of the hall; Suddenly see hugged me and there was something something sexual about it. I was at 2 places at the same time at this point: I could feel she hugged me, but I saw everything from a certain corner of the house. I didn't feel anything weird, but I saw that the hug had something sexual over it. And I felt like I was 5 again, I didn't say a word about anything. Nobody came looking for me, like nobody cared. I sat on the couch and talked to my grandmother for a while. She convinced me to call my mother and tell her I wasn't coming home no more. So I did that. I felt horrible in my dream... Abandoned and abused in more ways. I was just looking for someone to take care of me and I just wanted to have a nice Christmas.

EDIT: I also remembered that I got a lot of presents from my Grandmother after I called my mother in that dream.

2. This is another animal dream. There were a lot of animals that lived in the sea, and I could talk to them. I had to bring them back to the sea, so that's what I did. I brought them to some sort of ice-raft. The water was very dark, and I was afraid that sharks would pull me down, into the dark water. It was very cold water. I think I lost some of the animals. I had to take care of so many of them I just couldn't! After a while I decided to go on the raft aswel and join some of the seals. Other animals were some ducks and fishes.