this dream is bothering me! Someone help me interpret it pleaseee!!
so, the beginning of the dream is pretty much cloudy. 3 people were there, including myself. 2 of them i recognized as internet celebs Audrey Kitching and HannaBeth. (all female) it looked like we pretty much just woke up from a sleepover type thing, minus the pj's and sleeping bags.
The other person, i don't remember who it was, but it was someone i know, i just don't remember who.
and the 4 of us were talking, and then Audrey and the unknown person started engaging in lesbian acts. i don't really know what they were doing, because they were kind of in the background as my dream's focus was on hannabeth and me.
hanna and i started talking about sex and stuff, and it eventually escaladed into me kneeling naked over her head, and her giving me oral. it felt really good, and then my brother came in and he was like "what the fuck?!" and he got mad at me and started yelling, and i tried to make up an excuse.
and then i woke up.
this sort of makes me feel weird, because i'm straight as a ruler, and i don't really want to be a lesbian, nor am i attracted to women.
i also look up to HannaBeth, and everytime i think of her, i feel so weird, because of what she was doing to me in my dream, and it was weird because i liked it.
but if that would happen in real life, i know i wouldn't have felt the same in my dream.
and i just can't think of her the same now.
please tell me what this dream's about because i really need to get it out of my mind that i might be turning lesbian, but i'm not attracted to women what so ever
and i'm so ashamed of this dream...
does this mean that i'm going to turn gay???
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