well first of all thank u for ur reply

no i never cheated on her and she never cheated on me, it was my EX that cheated on me and ive never cheated on anyone and my current gf hasent cheated on anyone.

its just a fear i have since my EX did cheat on me before and it was unexpected.

i just find it weird how it was 3 doors, cause usually when i think about somethign a lot then dream about it, its the acutal visual of it.

ex: if i think a lot about cars before i sleep....i dream about cares....

so

if i thought about being cheated on...shouldent my dream reflect my gf actually cheating on me and not some kind of metaphor?