most disturbing dream i had
hey all this is my first post and i just want to tell you about this dream i had...it is about a woman i crazily loved since i saw her when we were little. I told her about how i feel n she turned me down. we are still in the same high school n she is now with another man and i really think they are great together n i hope them the best but i still cant stop thinking about her.
ok so here is the dream.
It was set in our school n she came to me and told me that we need to talk...we then walked together n then i asked her what it was about and she told me that after i told her about how i felt she thought about it and she wants us to be together...i was extremly happy...like seriously out of this world happy. I told her if she wants to be with me i dont want her to have any thoughts about this guy she is with now and she said that they already broke up and they wont be together anymore. we were sitting together and I had my head on her lap and it was a perfect moment but then i saw a tornado coming..it was huge and it was sudden and it was reaaally close to us. we started running away but then she couldnt do it n she got caught up in it. I cudnt bare losing her...i cudnt...so i ran after her and i jumped into the tornado but the moment i did that the tornado vanished and i fell to the ground. I looked up and the moment it vanished she was at the top of it and she starting falling. i looked at her falling scared but then tried to catch her but i was too slow and she fell right infront of me and died. i started yelling and screaming and crying i cudnt bare it it was horrible and a really crappy feeling. i kept on screaming that i wanted you for so long and i just had u but now youre gone. somehow i had a picture of her with me and i took it out and i was in such a denial phase that i went running to the hospital with the picture and not the body screaming to save her using the picture but everybody looked at me in a weird way then i realized i have a photo not a body and then i felt worst and started crying even harder and felt more depressed.
i woke up and i was still crying. i still remember the whole thing clearly and get sad again and that made me realize how much i want her and need her. Please help me figure out what this dream means.
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