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Background about my relationship:
On and Off 7 year relationship with my ex. Last Break-up Feb. 14.2008.
Reason: He's still curious to be with other girls (Sex) and I want something that leads to Marriage. I'm 24, he's 23..turning 25 this year and him 24. We love eachother but hes always curious due to the fact that I'm his first g/f, love, sexual partner. (We lost our virginity 2gether).

Current Situation Since Feb. 14:
No Contact, It was a Mutual Break-up initiated by me (im sick of him looking @ other girls, and me not sure of our future), He called me 2 weeks after our break-up but i said to not call me again.

DREAM
i was at school & it was nighttime & I had fallen down the stairs, and i was wearing this gray blanket over me as to hide myself, when i fell i stayed on the ground, crying..(no physical pain)..apparently i looked upset/distressed..then this person comes (didnt see their face nor gender) and gave me their hand and lifted me up. Took me into this room where i sat there and then I went and sat next 2 two guys who were on the floor and layed on one of them (my head on their legs) as i weeped while he consoled me. ...

in b/w the dream I saw that my mom had sent my ex a package, it was a BIG pink envelope with pictures, cards, and memories of us. She had sent it to to him, and well i saw it and i wasnt sure what his reaction would be..he could either be freaked out or happy. but i was expecting more the freaked out/irritated....

Ok so then back to the first dream..apparently i guess he had recieved the BIG ENVELOPE with reminders of our relationship and while i was weepin on that guys legs i hear ..

in the intercom (like in the gym when someone is there) my name, so i get up and see that its my ex, i was scared/nervous bc i thought that he had come to complain to me about the envelope. Instead he hands me a pink bag which included a piece of cake, and some chocolate (the ones i like). Then their was this girl next to us and her name was Martha, and my ex even said Hi Martha. She was their with me. And then when my ex left, I began reading the card that was included in the bag and it said something about "love..I love you" and being "blessful"...and shes like "aww you should give him another chance, plus its only been a year" and i said "No, its been 7 years..i dont know.."..

Then I woke up! Please help me understand this dream. I do miss him but I've kept up with the no contact bc im sick of him being curious, and since im turning 25 i want a relationship that makes me feel secure, and leads to marriage.

Thank you all!