I had a dream lastnight about my best mate who died this year, in my dream we were in our old college hall & i knew he was dead but i could see him & talk to him but now & then he would disappear & i kept on thinking i would never see him again but he did keep coming back & i remember asking him if i would always be able to see him & he replyed yes he will always be here then i felt safe & secure.. I can't remember all of my dream but i do remember that part, i woke up knowing that it was just a dream & i felt real insecure again

I am sorry that you are feeling bad; the kind of dream that you had seems pretty natural to have considering the situation.

Have you been to any type of grief counseling? It might be a good idea.