i think i should add, I'm 20, and i live in ireland, so i have no idea why the group was american college students... I'm the same age in the dream. Emm, I have been depressed alot for a while now but I'm trying to turn my life around. I recently had an emotional break with a friend who meant alot more to me than i did to him and to stop myself being hurt so much I decided to never speak to him again and he keeps sending me little messages.
If you have any more questions needing answering I'll gladly do so. I need to figure out whats going on in my head that I'm not able to find out myself.
I started out in the second and third dreams calmly, knowing what was going on but still doing silly things like in last nights dream I packed 3 golf umbrellas and a childs umbrella (the exact same one i have in my umbrealla bucket downstairs), my red riding jacket that has lost all it's waterproofing, pens, a teddy, some other clothes, money, passport, some paper, some food and about 20 500ml bottles of water... All in a backpack no bigger than say a womans purse. But no matter how i try to solve things, I always end up being terrified to the point where I cant think clearly and getting distracted by the other 5 people so I cant solve how to get out of this dream. I'm quite sure getting on the plane is the answer because evetually getting to an airport is common in the dream. But in the instance with the taxi as soon as the taxi pulled away the second time, i could see the door locking the other 4 people in and the driver was other-worldy creepy, almost skeletal face with a terrifying evil grin. I think someone restrained me around the waist from running screaming after the car. Like I said earlier I have no idea who any of these faces are in my dream i dont have any american friends like them. But in my dream even though i dont know their names, they are supposedly friends of mine.
I'll keep trying to figure this out, please help me in any way possible
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