Hi Everyone!
I am Sekhlev. It is nice to meet you all
I have a question that I am interested in hearing your opinion on! I am not sure where exactly this falls under, so if I am posting this in the wrong place, please, feel free to move it to a more appropriate place.
I don’t remember how long this has been happening. I would think about 5 years, that I have been noticing this pattern.
I don’t know if this is a common occurrence, or not, that is why I would like to hear your opinion on it!
My dreams are always been sort of strange, as much as I can recall. Maybe it is not that strange, and everyone goes through this, but to me, they seem a bit bizarre. I apologize if this turns out long, but I think I should give you a background on my dreams!
When I was really young, I would have the same nightmare, night in and night out. The dream in itself is not scary, but I would wake up screaming and scared. I would dream I was in a huge room, so big that I looked tiny, and I would always be in a corner, cuddle up and scared. That’s it LoL!
Anyways, after a few years of it, I got tired of waking up screaming and frightened, so one night, I thought to myself: I am not dreaming this anymore, this is stopping. ( maybe I did not use these same words, but something similar).
After a few nights of me thinking this, these dreams completely stopped and I never had them anymore.
Forward a lot of years, over 20 years, and I never had anything too bizarre in terms of dreams. Unless you find the fact that for at least 15 years, I’ve had the same recurrent theme: Death. But these were just dreams, and nothing else, and except for the fact that it all had death as a common theme, it never bothered me.
Anyways, about 3 years, something else started happening. I developed sleep walking. This is not that uncommon, unless you register in the fact that I never slept walking when I was a kid, and it is rare to develop sleep walking at 26 years old. I don’t really sleep walk all the times, these sleep walks are related to nightmares of me being locked up in a room (sort of sounds familiar huh?)
So far, I’ve had about 5 or 6 of these in maybe 3 years. Same dream, same results. I dream that I am locked up in a room, I am frantically looking for a way out, and banging on the walls, really panicking… and I wake up..and I am standing up, actually physically banging on walls or running down the hallway! LOL
I once started scared my then Fiance ( my husband now), because in the middle of the night, I am banging frantically in the window, asleep! LoL
Anything thing that now has been happening for maybe the past 5 or so years, is the fact that I tend to wake up in the middle of the night and see things ( this is my real question!)
People, floating faces, shapes, shadows, chairs, spiders, etc.
OK, as an example: Last night, I woke up in the mid of the night. No reason, I just woke up ( happens often). I wake up and open my eyes and right in front of me, slightly to the left, on top of my dresser, there is this thing. I don’t know what it is… Sort of looks like a crab claw..all bony and twisted, and it is black and/or navy blue.. It is black on the farthest part of it, and the closer to the end, it is navy blue, but very bright, but there is a source of light on it… I wake up and I see this thing, and my heart skips a beat and I am really frightened, then I make myself think: I am dreaming this! And as I think this, this thing starts receding on itself until it finally dissipates in the darkness. So, between me waking up and this thing dissipating, maybe just 20 or 30 seconds went by.
Another one that happened only a few months ago. I woke up in the mid of the night, and I rollover to face my husband. Right floating on top of him, there is a faint, almost transparent face! It looks at me and I completely freak out ( in my mind, I freak out, and my heart races like crazy, and even though I want to scream, I think: Stop it! It is a dream! I close my eyes and open them a few seconds later, and it is gone.
A few years ago, I had a similar experience. I was in bed, asleep and I wake up (again, lol) in the middle of the night. I rollover to face my then BF ( my husband now) and right on top of his sleeping face, I see that of a wolf, just floating right above him. It looks at me and it growls at me, and I feel very frightened and I close my eyes and I reopen them and it is gone.
Anyways, this is just samples of it. Usually I see something and if it is not scary, I look at it and it dissipates right in front of me, a few seconds later. Or if it frightenes me, I close my eyes and I reopen them a few seconds later and it is gone.
I tend to think that these are still stuff from my dreams ( I don’t remember any of these dreams), but maybe when I wake up in the mid of the night, I am dreaming and I wake up so sudden, that my brain still drags bits of the dreams to my waking reality, and then it just dissipates because I wake up fully??
Is this a very common occurrence? Any ideas, thoughts, would be welcome
Thank you!