i am going to make a key maybe to explain the personal things, this is all written to myself, as a reminder for me, not necessarily so other people can understand. lots of misspellings too.






my dream last night had kelly (old girl friend who i was obsessed with kind of, pathetic) there she was controlling me like usual, then when she left her face looked that like girl i saw that looked like her from rolling oats

my dream last night i was...