On Wednesday, I found out my pop had a bleed in his brain (my mum's father). He was going to have surgery straight away. I was also told he might not survive.

That night, I had a dream about my mum and my brother. I don't remember much about the dream, only that my brother had been on the phone to my nan, talking about my pop. Then my brother came over to me and told me my pop was going to be ok. He also said something about a 'tube' but I can't remember the exact details.

On Thursday morning, I found out my pop was doing ok so I was very relieved (my grandparents live in another state so too far away for me to visit). That night, I found out he didn't have the surgery because he probably wouldn't survive it and he was on life support (he was in a semi coma) The doctors were going to turn the life support off and said he would most likely die soon afterwards. My mum was catching a plane the next morning to be with him. She said she would ring me at work the next day. That night, I had a crazy dream that I can't remember.

Then on Friday, I tried to prepare myself for bad news but I found out that my grandfather had improved so that was a big relief. I haven't heard any news since (my mum is with him now).

Last night, I had a dream that I was at my parent's house (where I grew up, my parents still live in that house but I moved away in 2000) and my dad was there but not my mum. We were sitting at the dining room table, in the middle of the night, waiting for the phone to ring. My brother was also there, although he didn't appear in the dream, somehow I knew he was there (he doesn't live there anymore either) Then I remember my dad walked out of the room and came back a few minutes later. He told me my mum had passed away, although I don't know how he knew this (the phone didn't ring or anything). I remember feeling very upset that I would never see my mum again. My dad gave me a hug but I don't remember anything else after that.

Well I found out today that my grandfather is doing well. He is off life support and breathing on his own. He is also out of intensive care. My mum told me he was talking yesterday, as she was there with her brothers and sisters. She said he has a feeding tube and he can't move around much or get out of bed. So its good news!! So much better than Thursday night, when he was in a semi coma and not expected to live. He proved the doctors wrong!