I was flying with my cousin/roommate, Nikki, and we were having a great time. I knew that I was dreaming because I cannot fly in real life and it was great to enjoy it while I could.
While we were flying, Nikki asked me what I wanted to change about myself and I thought about it and I said "Well I am pretty happy overall with myself, but I would like to stop being bitter about God and go back to church again."
Then I woke up in my dream…but I was still dreaming in real life. I went to a church and told them about my dream and they prayed over me and it felt nice…I was even trying to stop myself from crying. I was helping with the church daycare when I knew that there was going to be a murder somehow.
I went running around trying to figure out who it was to stop them but it was too late. A guy, with a mask, came into the room where I and a few of the church girls were. The guy used a hook and gutted all the girls except me because I was hiding…and then I woke up for real.

This dream really confused me because i do not go to church and don't really want to start going to church. Also I do not work in a daycare....so that was strange. I wonder what the murder meant....especially watching people being gutted. that was gross and very scary.
any suggestions?

If you are not a church goer, then god and church could be symbols for parents or teachers, and home and school. I'm seeing authority figures and institutions. The part where you said you would like to go back to church and stop being bitter means you are holding a grudge against someone in one of these institutions and want everything to be right again.

The parts about the daycare and being gutted: do you have a friend who has a child? Are you asked to help out or babysit? Has your friend Nikki asked you to be responsible for something? In the dream she asks you what you would want to change. Is there something that needs changing? It could even mean changing a baby's diaper.

The girls being gutted could mean that you are experiencing a dreadful gut feeling about something, or you are angry (bitter) about something and would like it removed, figuratively cut out, or you are upset that soemthing was physically gutted, such as someone's home being burned down or a favorite hang out spot being sold or torn down.

Hope this helps.

I could see a bit of meaning in all that....still unsure about a few things such as what needs to be changed....i guess i will figure it out eventually. I could see the authority figure thing you said. I have been holding some grudges against my mom and we didn't speak for years. I just recently started building a healthy relationship with her....but it still has it's downs.
THanks for your help.