I had this disturbing dream last night:

I was at home, and suddenly I feel my heart, it is hurting and it seems like it is skipping some beats. I feel terrified. I grab the phone and dial 911, but I can't come through. Then I ask my sister to call 911 for me and she gets through but they tell her that they won't come for something "as small as a cardiac arrest".

They advice me to drink hot water in a pattern that has rhythem, so that way I won't die. I also have to keep on reviving my heart by pressing my chest.

It works, but suddenly I am holding my heart in my hand! It is bleeding, though I am stil alive, drinking the water. I feel dizzy.

What could it mean?

Scary!

I would say that something or someone in your life that you felt you could depend upon has let you down, perhaps even broke your heart? You may also feel your problems and concerns are not being taken seriously.