I had a horrible dream last night. It seemed very real, and I would appreciate it if someone could help me figure out what it means.

It started out where I found out I was pregnant, so I told my boyfriend and he didn't seem to care to much. I told my parents and they disowned me, so I had to move in to an apartment with my boyfriend. He was always out "working" while I stayed home where there wasn't much to do. One day, I decided to visit the hospital because it as almost time for me to give birth, and I wanted to be there when it happened. I wanted my boyfriend to be there too, so I told him I would wait by the car for him, but he never came. I drove to the hospital, but then started to go into labor. There was a "hospital oasis" which was like a hospital, but it stretched over the highway, like a place that has fast food while on the road. i signed myself in, but then fainted. When I woke up, I had given birth, but I wasn't allowed to see my baby yet, but they told me I could wander around the hospital. I found my boyfriend, but he was at the bedside of another girl, who I knew from school. He kept kissing her hand and she was giggling, even though she knew that I was his girlfriend and that I was watching. i kept telling myself that he was going through some sort of "phase" and he still loved me and when he was done making me jealous he would come back to me. After she got out of her bed I asked her if I could talk to her. I asked her why she was doing this, and she said that she just wanted to have fun, and it "felt good" to have him giving her so much attention, which he only gave to me. Then I tried to find my baby, but they said I'd have to wait because I wasn't there to receive it (i don't know if it was a boy or girl) when they told me to get it. I went to my friend Sara, and she said she just saw someone who looked like me, except they were black. She took me to meet my 'black twin." I met her and we talked about all kinds of stuff, and she told me to add her to my facebook. I went on facebook on my laptop which came out of no where, and logged on to facebook. I saw I had a message, so I checked who it was, and it was my boyfriend. He was saying how he hates it when I call him, because he doesn't like talking on the phone, how he doesn't want to to see me ever again, and that I shouldn't even try to contact him again. He also said that he was now going to date my friend Sara, and good luck with raising the baby.

Hi and Welcome!

That is a depressing dream. In it, you are forsaken by family, lovers, and friends. Do you feel this is so in reality? Do you feel you have been denied something that was rightfully yours? Babies often are a substitute for something new, such as a job, relationship, or project---you know the old saying when people sometimes refer to a new projects as their "baby." Did something you were working on or planned fall through and feel it is no fault of your own?