last night i dreamt a doctor told me that i had a tumor inside my head which had to be removed in three weeks. i had like a chance of 3% to survive this surgery but ending up blind, and a chance of 1 % of ending up totally healthy. so not surviving was a chance of 97%. the strange thing about my dream is that i wasn't afraid of dying at all. i just thought "oh, well, shit happens..." i called some friends to let them know i was going to die and they were really shocked but that didn't affect me either...
i always thought if someone told me i was going to die soon i'd either go totally mad, get scared, cry my eyes out, sth. like that or do something crazy like spend all my money on one big party with all my firends or buy a pool full of jello and jump in it...
but being totally unaffected by the fact that i was probably going to die? that's something that really worries me... i mean, i'm not suicidal, i don't want to die, really, so the tought of dying should at least make me feel a little uncomfortalbe, right?
anyone knows what this dream could mean?

xoxo aiko

ps: maybe i should tell you that i dream alot, almost every night. and i always know that i'm dreaming while i'm dreaming. i never have nightmares (in a way that your dreams scare you and you wake up sweating or screaming or whatever) everytime i dream something bad i say to myself "hey, it's just a dream" and everything is like watching a horror movie where you know nothing bad can happen to you because it's just a movie...
but last night was different. i really thought i was going to die, and when i woke up i needed some time to realize it was just a dream. i really thought i was going to die when i woke up but still just thought "oh, well,... i'm probably going to die soon..." not scared at all... which kind of scares me...

Hi and Welcome.

Dreaming about one's own death usually represents a new beginning. Are you looking for a new job or career? Are you a college student thinking of changing your course of study? Are you embarking on a new relationship? I think what the dream shows is that this new chapter in your life will be a positive thing for you because of your lack of fear. It doesn't mean you are really going to die or have a subconscious wish to do so.