Hiding rotting body
I dream a lot, never had one quite like this before. There was a body in a box, it had been there for quite some time, it was mostly mush with a little bone and hair left. The hair was long, as if it was a woman. Someone else was involved and I was sort of helping store the body from being found. I felt kind of like I was doing something wrong, as if maybe I had something to do with her death, like an accident, but mostly I felt like hiding it was scary and I didn't want to get caught. Then, someone had been in my place cleaning and such. And I found that the box was missing. I asked this person where that particular box was. She said "I don't know I can't remember". She said it smelled, I agreed and hoped that she didn't know. But strangely I felt a since of lose and relief at the same time.
The more I think about it the more I realize that, yeah this is a part of myself that has changed, I’ve gone through a major transformation the past few years. I’ve had plenty of dreams where I'm not fully exposed, always almost caught, but never confess. Maybe all those figures were me, the woman I was helping hide the body, the body itself, the woman who came to clean up but did not expose my secret...Any thoughts?
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