so i was looking for help with a reoccuring semisame dreams sry my vocabulary is not that great or extensive so yea i have had two dreams lately but ive had some before but it just starts out in the middle of the day and i am in a big mental institution walking around for god knows what reason and in the first one i was just walking around in a little but big area like an outside park in the corner of the building (sry its a lil bit actually alot of useless info but i thought you should know the whole thing) and i was walking talking to a girl who is i guess felt like a friend but we just walked around and there was a big screen tv and billboards all around the outside like it was in a big city and then i awoke and now this second one is where i was just walking around the hallways just going to i dont know but i did know but i was going somewhere and a nurse walked up and tried to take my blood for like i guess drug testing and she had no reason to she was acting like a *****( sorry but i used foul language so i am sorry if i offend you) and i told her to get the **** away from me and to get a real doctor to tell me why they wanted it and she wouldnt so i kept running from her and she was grabbing my arms and trying to hold me and stab me and take my blood ( it is the type the meps use for the military where they just push it in and the blood goes in the vial) and i kept telling her to get the **** off me and get a real doctor and kept on squirming away then i actually ran and lost her and then i got woke up. [email removed]

Are you at school, being tested a lot I mean?

no i graduated and then went to techschool and flunked out of the course cuz i was just not interested in it. work sucks and i have a lot of stress like alot im about to go into the army next year if i can and cant go see a doctor for anything so yea. sometimes i have dreams that are of future instances, that seems to happen alot but most just like 5 sec. or so long not like these.

I see, I was just wondering if you were under a lot of pressure from people around you and I guess you are from what you say. I asked because sometimes when we dream of people taking blood from us it reflects feelings of having the life sucked out of us, or having our energy drained by a situation or people.

So it might be a bit of that mixed with more obvious anxieties to do with the army.

lol yea but i am really stressed but i dont like to show it so i keep it inside i have had a mental breakdown before but not hospitalized for it and i get depressed easily so i wanted to make sure that it is not foretelling something or an event

I think it does certainly reflect stress, do you get to sleep all right or is it difficult?

most of the time i fall right asleep becuse that is the only way my mind gets to rest i always try and keep it all pitch black in my mind but it doesnt always work

It's not so bad then, as long as you're actually sleeping you should be okay. Why can't you see your doctor by the way, is it because you're worried about getting in the army?

yea b/c if im mentally unstable and have attempted suicide n find out about the suicide then i cant get in

sry typed it all wrong was going out the door to work i meant if they see ive been to a pyschologist or something they would get the wrong idea and not take me