I dont remember exactly how the dream started...
The first thing I remember is that I was in New York...making a call to my exboyfriend...I was telling him that I missed him very much but he was telling me that he didnt want to know anything about me.
Next thing I know is that im with my highschool group of friends in a like club building, we were outside in the cafeteria, with view to the riverm eating something and chatting (the weird thing is that i dont talk to them anymore) when suddenly the sky starts to get super dark...and a lot of tornadoes start to form..
We didnt know what to do, I started to run inside the building, I called my exboyfriend again warning him of what was going on, but the call got disconnected...
I returned where my friends were and everything was a mess, the tornadoes were huge, people was getting sucked in...i was trying to spot my friends but I couldnt find them...I stopped looking at the people, I asked myself if I should stay help them or just run inside the building agan...suddenly one of my friends appear and she was helping the people...I decided not to help and run inside the building...and I remember very well that i said to myself 'why im not helping the people?, its just a dream and not even in my dream I have the guts to help people, what am i going to do in a real life situation?'
I kept running inside the building, until i got to a huge room with a window ceiling, there were other people there, and I spotted a woman using her cellphone so I asked for it, but not working...I had a meltdown there I wanted to call my xboyfriend, to see if he was ok, i started to cry...suddenly the sky got clear...so I went back to the cafeteria to see if everybody was ok, I was still feeling like a huge coward...
But at the moment I arrived at the cafeteria an even bigger tornado started to form...I spotted my friends, and some of them were being sucked in...I tryied to help them...and I manage to save one and the same moment I wished to have some type of super powers to make this end, I really wanted it to end...I turned around got panicked because i was watching a lot of people being sucked in everybody screaming asking for help, everything was getting destroyed so we ran inside the building again and now the huge room was crowded...I left my friend there and went back to see what was going on outside...but I ended up in a room where a lot of people was...I started telling everybody about how the huge room was safer that everybody should go there...I guided them to the huge room...and outside everything was worse...i could see from the ceiling the people that was inside the tornadoes, it was raining really hard and I realized that the ceiling sooner or later was gonna break and that i was going to die...
I sat down next to the woman who borrowed me the cellphone and tried and tried to call my exboyfriend, I was so sad that if everybody was going to die I didnt get to die next to him...
Suddenly the sky was all dark, i realized that this was going to be the end...so I just grabbed my guts and stood there with that hollow feeling...
The weird thing is that the ceiling craked and a huuuuuge pile of black rocks was falling from the sky, we were being sucked in by black rocks...
The next thing I remember is that we were in a forest...the ground actually was made from those black rocks...we started to explore a little bit, and two native people came out (like those native people that live in Africa) they were curious but everybody was afraid...so I started to fight with them, suddenly everybody dissapeared and I kept walking and I ran into two other native people...I didnt want to fight anymore, so I just watched them...
Then I woke up...

Interesting. Once you can't get ahold of your xboyfriend and everything dies, you end up in a more blissful place, no storms and a chance to explore on your own. Does this resonate with you?

i guess u r right...i do need to let go of some stuff...thnx!