I had the weirdest dream ever and it’s a little embarrassing to talk about but i’ll say it any ways even if though crazy and kinda gross because nobody knows me here so it makes it easier to say. Also I’m very interested in what it means. I walked into the bathroom and noticed my boobs were huge, like the size of my head and they kept growing. Then they started leaking so I had to empty out the milk or whatever and I had to smash them together and it was insane. Just to be clear i'm not pregnant or nursing or anything if anyone thinks that i don't have a boobs the size of my head nor do i want them. Then in the middle I had to go use the bathroom so I had to stop and go. Then the scene changed and I was outside and normal looking. In real life I really believe I’m fat and I know I have a distorted image of myself but in the dream I didn’t think I looked that bad and it was great, I was down to my perfect weight and happy. Then I saw my boyfriend and I wanted to break up with him. Every time I got close to it he left or said I need something to eat and then started freaking out and said what he always says in really life. “if you’re going to break my heart, just do” and then he left and came back and said “so what was your reason for not seeing me, you have some freakish sex disease or something?” Then I woke up and didn’t feel like talking to him and I was kinda happy and just to make things clear for people I do have an eating disorder is this correlates with the dream, I think it did with the last one I posted and I really do want to break up with the boy but everything I get close he cries and I can’t stand that.

This does seem to be related to your eating disorder and distorted body image and the way your boyfriend is acting.

Are you getting treatment for your eating disorder?

Your boyfriend seems to be manipulating you.

I finally did break up with him and yes he is very controlling and manipulating. I am getting treatment for the disorder now and i kinda was before. i seem to be happier but my body image seemed to good a little down more but i'm working on it. Thanks for the reply.