hello,
it's the first time, i have a dream and makes me a bit worried :/ i hope somebody can help me out explaining its meaning,

in the dream, i used to hear a little noise every night i go to sleep, my room is the same, but my bed's place is different, it's like it used to be more than 5/6 years ago in real.
this time when i was going to sleep, i heard the same noise in my socks drawer, i opened it, i found a black thin cat with lovely blue eyes, blue color is very similar to human beings eyes color, it had claws too, but it was very calm and so friendly, didnt even move from its place when i took it out of the drawer.
but i didnt wanna keep it, i just wonder why i took it and put it out of the apartment door, it was trying to re-enter nicely, but i was not letting it, i was gently pushing it with my hand to close the door..
but when i only pushed it a bit with my hand, it was like it got a strong hit, and fell on the stairs rolling, and there was a window where light comes in to the building, i dunno how it happened, but the cat was rolling on the stairs and got thrown off that window, even though it was high and it's impossible to be thrown off it, even if it was rolling hard.
since i live on he 5th floor, most likely the cat fell and died, even though i did not check.

i hope i can get some explanation about it ..

thanks

I think the cat represents a part of yourself.

It can represent an aspect of yourself, such as independence, that you associate with cats.

Or since the cat seemed like it would make a nice pet, it could represent a part of you that wants to be taken care of or that wants to take care of someone else.

For some people, a black cat would have to do with a part of them that they think is bad because they associate black cats with evil or bad luck, but I don't think that applies to you because the black, cat in your dream seemed really nice.

Since you try to push the cat out the door it sounds like you are trying to deny apart of yourself, and then when it gets hurt and possibly dies you realize that part of yourself is important and you have to accept it.

It's possible that you don't want to accept the fact that sometimes you depend on others.

thanks for the explanation, even though it's a late thanks, but late better than nothing
maybe that cat was a part of me, and it's not about the fact that i depend on others, it's actually the contrary, i don't want others to depend on me, since i never ask others for help, i prefer to do things on my own.
but as u said about rejecting a part of my self, it's a bit right, and it's about religion, or people around me who follow a certain religion which i'm rejecting. I dunno if this can be it!?
thanks