When I was 17 I lost the person that I would spend every day with! It has been 5yrs now, and it was very hard for me to come to the fact that he was gone! Though I dont cry anymore, he is still appearing in my dreams! But now the dreams that I am having are him coming to me and giving me a big hug! He tells me in the dream that he was tired of all the people around him, so he had to fake his death to get away. He is telling me how sorry he is for doing that to me, and from there we go off in my dream to have fun like we use to when we were 17. What does this mean!? It seems like he is in my dreams every month now, even when im not thinking of him!

This is totally normal.

It is because the memory of him still lives on inside you.

Your unconscious is trying to explain why you remember hearing about his death and going to his funeral, but you still see him (in your memories) as though he is still alive.

Since they are good dreams and you have fun in them, you should just enjoy them and not worry.