Boy Toddler
Hello, last night in a dream, a boy toddler, who was very dirty and stinky, walked up to me, I don't know who he was, but, upon drawing a bubble bath for him, filled with floating toys, he hugged me tight, and I thought, this poor child has never been loved...then, put him in the bath and started scrubbing him down...either the phone rang, or someone came to to bathroom door, and I started talking to them, forgetting completely about the toddler, time passed and the conversation ended...all of a sudden I remembered the child, and wondered, where could he be? All of a sudden I threw back the shower curtain, and there was the toddler floating face down in the water, I screamed, grabbed him and frantically hit him on the back, and while trying to give him mouth to mouth...I woke up, and could not go back to sleep for such a long time, thinking my God, to hurt a child would be the end of my sanity. This dream devestates me...what could it mean?
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