Okay here it goes... I must begin by saying that before my husband and I got married I kissed a guy, that was the very first time after more than 3 years that I have ever done such a thing and you can say I cheated on him with that kiss. The kiss meant absolutely nothing and it was the night of my bachelorette party with a guy I dont even know, I guess I had it in my head that he perhaps was doing the same, whatever...Ever since that I was left with a deep guilty feeling as well as ashamed of what I had done and how I have hurt him. A feeling of being untrustworthy and I know that my husband feels at times uncertain... Now this is the dream I had...

I had a dream that my husband and I were out somewhere and that every so often he would excuse himself and talk to someone on his cell phone away from me, he would then tell me is a friend from work... well that continued till late that evening so I just had enough and pressured him to tell me why was he on his cell phone all the time, well I guess he had enough and he eventually told me, "listen I have found someone I have connected with and I really want to be with this girl, so I think we should end this and we should get a divorce", after he said that I replied with such disbelief and said to him but honey we just married what do you mean you have found someone else and that you want a divorce, he then restated, "I think is best for both of us", he also said, "I will give you half of what we have and I would even help you for a couple of months but I just dont want to be with you any longer, this girl I met we conected not in a sexual way but in a deeper level,she has spark an intrested in me that I just cant explain". My dream then continues to a couple of weeks later that we actually got a divorce and he married this girl and I could actually see how this girl looks like, vivid colors and all, her physical features and all. In my dream we even went all together to dinner my husband, this girl, myself and even my mother, who at one point asked me why would you go out with them todinner are you nuts? and I replied to my mother, this is want I have caused to happen so I just must go with the flow. Then I remember that a couple more days past and I was doing something somwhere by myself and he showed up and I got really surprised to see him and the only thing I remember him telling me is, "My wife and I just bought a house and its beautiful", which I replied, why would you tell me such a thing and rubb it in my faced my wife and I. After that I recall just waking up out of this nightmare, scared, sad and teary eyed.

I dont know what this mean and I really hope someone out there can help me out on this one... I hardly dream so I cant even understand why I even had a dream and one like this one...

Please shed some light on me, anyone. Thank You, God Bless.

I think the dream just means you are thinking about possibilities: what would happen if your husband found someone else and left you? It might be that you are feeling guilty about kissing that other guy before you got married, so you are sort of punishing yourself by having your husband cheat on you in the dream. It might also be your subconscious mind's way of telling you that there are problems in your marriage that you should work on.

But it is only a dream; it doesn't mean that your husband is cheating on you or is thinking about cheating on you.