Hello!

Here's another load full of them. I have been getting a lot of dreams lately.

DREAM 1

I dreamt I was at KK's place sleeping over. I am half awake and half asleep (Note: We both had a crush on each other just before I met CM). Anyhow, as I said I am sleeping over at his place (Note: the bedroom setting is not at all like his place though, it is much bigger and much more luxuriously furnished, more like my maternal uncle's place). It is in the morning and I am half asleep, can barely open my eyes but we are having a chat. I am drinking something though, not sure if it is water or a soft drink. I am still in bed and he is walking around doing stuff. I get out of bed and walk up to where he's standing and I touch him flirtatiously but just then my maternal uncle, aunt and my cousin brother come to visit him. I stay in the room while he goes out to meet them.

DREAM 2
I was teaching my house mate last night Dunning's theory in International Business for her exam. I told her that RN (a friend of mine), who is also an International Business scholar had been Dunning's Ph.D student. She was surprised to learn that Prof. Dunning is still alive and that I've met him and I tell her that I've met most of the scholars in International Business since most of them happen to be Dunning's students and since I know RN I have been introduced to most of them through him. That may have triggered the dream. There are only bits and pieces of the dream that I remember.

Now in the dream, I am expected to take over a lecture for someone. The architecture reminds me a lot of colleges in India rather than here in Australia but the classroom feel is rather familiar, like here in australia. RN is there too and so is CM although I am not sure if he is staff or if he is a student or even what he is supposed to be doing there. Rajneesh is possibly a visiting lecturer. I am in the first class and there is a dishwasher and water is leaking out of it. I finish the first lecture and go to RN's room looking for the professor who is incharge of the subject since the students have handed me there exam papers or assignments. I think it is exam papers coz there is an expectation of being paid for the marking (Note: We get paid for marking exam papers). For a couple of moments I can't remember the name of the professor I am supposed to be looking for. That amuses RN and then when I remember the name he tells me that he maybe outside on the grounds. There is a feel here that I am walking through the corridors with RN and I am on one hand trying to avoid CM but at the same time I also want him to see me with RN. I am not sure of the emotion. I either want to make him feel jealous or I am trying to boast, I can't make out. But I can't remember very clearly where this part of the dream is. I go outside and I go ask a girl about the professor. This girl is someone I used to know in college back in India, Priyanka Kalra, and she is pregnant and she tells me that I should mark the papers. (Note: Normally the tutor for the subject marks the exam papers). The second lecture is in a big amphitheater. I have come in earlier and walk up to the top and am standing there lost in my own thoughts. The students come in and I am walking down and I notice some sort of demonstration which is coming to a close (the only description I have of this is that it reminds me of election time and there is some minister giving a speech).

DREAM 3
I am at my maternal grandmothers place (Note: this doesnt actually look like her place), its just a feeling that it is her place. She isn't there but a friend of hers is. There is a friend of mine who is living there as well and there are 3 bedrooms in the house. We are first sitting in the living room and then we go to our respective rooms and I take the cordless phone with me. It is CM's birthday and I am trying to call him to wish him. Not sure if he will answer the call but he does and I wish him. I actually have to try several times coz I keep punching in the wrong numbers or missing out on a number so I have to dial again and again. I eventually dial the number, get through to him. He answers and I tell him its me and wish him a happy birthday. He says, 'I don't know why am I talking to you?' and I tell him 'perhaps 'coz you want to'. He says 'maybe coz I'm drunk' and asks me if I am going back home. At this stage, I am not having a telephone conversation with him, he is there with me. I am having this conversation with him in person. I say 'Yes I am but what difference does it make' and he says 'you cant otherwise you'll land up calling me from there ...' and I complete the sentence for him by saying '... and of course I won't be able to live without you so I'll have to come back'. I get up from the bed and lean over to kiss him and he playfully moves back saying no but then he can't resist it. We both fall on the bed with him kissing me. I see the door in my dream and I think I hope no body walks in on us and I think he shuts the door and of course this is when I wake up.

PS: I understand that one of my guides is connected to my maternal grandmother. I don't know if that has any relevance to my dream.

Cheers,
Pooja.

I think the first dream has to do with you thinking about what would happen if you were in a relationship with KK. Not that you should be, or want to be, with KK instead of CM, just that it's normal for your mind to go over different scenarios.

Hi again,

I thought that the dream was going over the past as well, as to what would've happened between KK and me. I wonder though how my maternal uncle and aunt filter in here. They don't know him and neither am I really close to them or anything of the sort. Any ideas on that front?

Cheers,
Pooja.

Your aunt and uncle may represent qualities in yourself. What are they like? How do you feel about them?