Dream Fairy

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I cannot ever recall a ''Happy dream'', My dreams are always disasters, dead bodies, someone ''hunting '' me with weapons, airplane crashes, bags of bodie parts, being lost in a forest trying to find my kitty i lost ( he died a few years ago.) , I dream of an old lady who appears often in many of my dreams , she doesnt speak but i can hear what she is saying, And i fly in my dreams , i fly very fast across fields.
I do not watch bad movies and hardly ever watch news and things disturbing, I have had these dreams since i was a child.
My life is a good life , I have a beautiful family and two wonderful children , My daughter dreams very simular to me, she very rarely has a nice dream,.
I wonder if perhaps i just dont remember the 'happy'' ones. I wish i could.
lor.
