this is an exerpt I had from a dream a few nights ago:
I'm in a basement with high school kids. We have to go through obstacles to get upstairs. One obstacle is a rickity table with plywood on it and we have to walk upon it to reach the middle stairs. A few teens watch as I do this. I hang on to the rail and hoist myself up and vow I'm not doing any more of this. end
I think what's happening is a feeling of insecurity on the job (I work with a high schooler with special needs) and insecurity about my finances. First I have the sagging, slanting floors, then I have to climb up on a rickity structure. Fear of "losing ground" perhaps? I like what I have to say at the end about not doing it any more. I'm going to work on taking my own advice!
