this one kinda got to me...
So, I usually remember dreams...or a few details from them, anyway. But usually they don't bother me. But this one really got to me...sorry if it doesn't make complete sense...
I have been sick for a while with normal things (bronchitis, sinus infection, etc...and that's in real life). Well, in the dream I've also been sick but then find out that I am going to die from it all. Later on, I find out that my youngest sister is also going to die. And then a 3rd person who I don't know (or at least cannot remember recognizing) is going to die.
Then I am at school (even though I've actually been out of school for about 3 1/2 years now) and they say that I cannot stay in the class room. I must go to this isolated room to be quarantined. Then all of a sudden I am at home instead of at school and am getting ready to go to the isolation room, but decide that I will just skip school because there is no point in going to sit alone.
Later on, the mother of the 3rd girl who is dying is planning a party. It's all 3 of our (me, my sister, and the 3rd girl) last night so the mother decides that it can be a going away party for us all. All of our friends and family are invited.
We are all at the party and I realize that my mother is not there, even though she is supposed to be. I start crying and leave my sister at the party with everybody to go to my house and be with my mom. Well, once I am there I think to myself, "maybe I am not dying." and try to stay alive. Then I think, "well, maybe if I just close my eyes..."
Then I realized it was a dream and woke up before I could find out what happened. But either way, it's been on my mind all day. Anyone have ideas on what any of it means?
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